Hard Rock FM 87.6 Jkt

Before i will start my story i have to admit that this is kinda funny.I wasn't a radio lover before and i even hate listening to the radio,usually i would directly turned on my CD player or cassette once i got in my car.But there was this time when i was on my friend's ride,he turned on Hard Rock FM radio station and at that time their program was called Drive and Jive,hosted by 2 DJs which were Iwet Ramadhan and Rahma Umaya(sorry if i spelled it wrong).That was the first time when i found out that listening to the radio wasn't that bad because they were really cheer me up at that time,you know when people might felt down sometimes like no spirit.I got one thing in common with Iwet Ramadhan which is a denial person,but i am agree with Iwet that sometimes we didn't have to show people how we really felt and especially when u are working and i also agree that i did that just because i wanted people to see me happy always so then they would be happy too and i love doing that.Like why should i bring a sad situation for people around me when they looked so happy n it had to change into emo situation just because of my own problem and their pity face wouldn't help me fix anything too.I chose to solve my problem by myself as long as i could and i rarely showed people the real me or how i felt at that time.
Now Hard Rock FM becoming my favourite radio station when i drive by myself,their topics were usually good to be listen too.I guess that's what i wanted to share and keep your good job guys,Message for Iwet,Iwet you did a good job.Peace out there.

Slumdog Millionaire

Slumdog Millionaire,a movie that just won 8 oscars from Academy Awards.It is a great movie,
go watch it if you have not because you won't regret it.It is based on a story from a book
Q&A(novel) by Vikas Swarup,it tells the story about a poor young waiter who becomes the
biggest quiz-show winner in history in India.Mumbai is where the shooting locate at,and i
finally know what kind of life they have there,no schools, no place to shower,living with
rubbish around the area.Even India has known as a poor country too,but in this movie,you
will see India still has one of the famous historical building in this world and it is
worth to be seen,it calls Taj Mahal,locate at Agra,India.The construction of this marble
masterpiece is credited to the mughal emperor shah Jahan who erected this mausoleum in
the memory of his beloved wife,populary known as Mumtaz Mahal because her last wish to her
husband was "to build a tomb in her memory such as the world had never seen before".

Jamal,as a former street child from Dharavi slums is a contestant on the Indian version
of Who Wants to be a Millionaire.He has made it to the final question but the police
are now accusing him of cheating that he has a vast knowledge as a slum,while he is very
lucky because all the answer are from things that happened in his life even until the final
question.Jamal has a brother,Malik,and how they have such a different kind of thought.Malik
always think that money is everything that finally brought him into gangsters world
while Jamal still have a heart to love and care with others,and how he never forget his
promise to the girl he loves,Latika,no matter where they had took her away,he will always
try to find her back.That is actually his reason to participate in that quiz-show,because
he knows Latika like to watch that show and he hope she will see him on TV.his wish
fulfilled.It is amazing when i see how they are trying to keep alive with any possibility
they have at that time and fight for their life.

In the end,The final question for Jamal is about The Three Musketeers which was his
favourite book from his short period in school.He was laughing eventhough he did not know
the answer but he choosed the right answer and he won the 20 million Rupees.He finally
realized that it is written as in destiny.I believe in destiny too.

I give two tumbs up for the director of this movie for all the great picture and scenes
that have been taken and so do the music.

The Power Of Broken Heart

Mostly...we only know about the power of love that sometimes make you do things you never
do before.It is always been an amazing moment,wonderful and unbelievable and it's even
make us forget who we are actually.How about when the heart has been broken? do we still
have the power? yes we have but in a different way or it is the opposite way to be exact.
Love becomes hate,and the power you have will be a depress power that might guide you
into evil way.Love is scary sometimes as how people will change so fast because of it.
See it from the negative side broken heart might cause someone's dead too as in suicide.
I did not understand about it until i feel it by myself and i am not surprise anymore
if my friend told me that a friend of his went drunk or even having sex with a random
girl and seems like his life was messed up ever since he broke up with his girlfriend.
A friend of mine ended up going to club/bar so often and made himself look like a bad boy,some might got into drugs.
The hurt and pain that we feel for every second the feeling that we cannot explain in
words and the every stabs that make our heart crying and bleeding,it is killing our heart
slowly and leads us to try to do anything just to erase it.
I tried to smoke which i never did before,they said it will help you stop from thinking too
much but the pain is still there.I tried to get drunk but it was just the same like asleep
cause you will only forget while you drunk and you will remember it again when you wake up.
It is even harder to get drunk when you are so sad than when you are just drinking for fun.
I went to karaoke to sing until i feel tired but that's made me even more sick with love
songs.
Those are just some ways for us to escape while we actually knew there is no way to run
from it than to face it.
I finally found the way how to face it than to run from it because i know the pain will
never gone,it may take years or maybe a life time to fully erase it but we can bury it.
Still has the positive side we can get from this broken heart actually,my eyes are opened
to see my world again,all the things that i had forgot for so long,the things that i
usually do,how much time that i have wasted for him until i forgot about my own life.There
was this one day when i was standing beside a road,i finally smile when i looked forward
the road,it might be short or that long way i will have and it is winding but i still
have my every steps to keep going and enjoy what i have around me.I deserve better.
Last words from me as a simple thought of mine like always,what is mine will be mine,what
is not mine will never be mine,Love cannot be force.I hate him when i am thinking with
my brain,but i always forgive and wish him happy no matter who he is being with sincerely
from my heart.Life is too short to do all the things we want to do,so appreciate it.That's the power i got from a broken heart.