The Power Of Broken Heart

Mostly...we only know about the power of love that sometimes make you do things you never
do before.It is always been an amazing moment,wonderful and unbelievable and it's even
make us forget who we are actually.How about when the heart has been broken? do we still
have the power? yes we have but in a different way or it is the opposite way to be exact.
Love becomes hate,and the power you have will be a depress power that might guide you
into evil way.Love is scary sometimes as how people will change so fast because of it.
See it from the negative side broken heart might cause someone's dead too as in suicide.
I did not understand about it until i feel it by myself and i am not surprise anymore
if my friend told me that a friend of his went drunk or even having sex with a random
girl and seems like his life was messed up ever since he broke up with his girlfriend.
A friend of mine ended up going to club/bar so often and made himself look like a bad boy,some might got into drugs.
The hurt and pain that we feel for every second the feeling that we cannot explain in
words and the every stabs that make our heart crying and bleeding,it is killing our heart
slowly and leads us to try to do anything just to erase it.
I tried to smoke which i never did before,they said it will help you stop from thinking too
much but the pain is still there.I tried to get drunk but it was just the same like asleep
cause you will only forget while you drunk and you will remember it again when you wake up.
It is even harder to get drunk when you are so sad than when you are just drinking for fun.
I went to karaoke to sing until i feel tired but that's made me even more sick with love
songs.
Those are just some ways for us to escape while we actually knew there is no way to run
from it than to face it.
I finally found the way how to face it than to run from it because i know the pain will
never gone,it may take years or maybe a life time to fully erase it but we can bury it.
Still has the positive side we can get from this broken heart actually,my eyes are opened
to see my world again,all the things that i had forgot for so long,the things that i
usually do,how much time that i have wasted for him until i forgot about my own life.There
was this one day when i was standing beside a road,i finally smile when i looked forward
the road,it might be short or that long way i will have and it is winding but i still
have my every steps to keep going and enjoy what i have around me.I deserve better.
Last words from me as a simple thought of mine like always,what is mine will be mine,what
is not mine will never be mine,Love cannot be force.I hate him when i am thinking with
my brain,but i always forgive and wish him happy no matter who he is being with sincerely
from my heart.Life is too short to do all the things we want to do,so appreciate it.That's the power i got from a broken heart.