Hard Rock FM 87.6 Jkt

Before i will start my story i have to admit that this is kinda funny.I wasn't a radio lover before and i even hate listening to the radio,usually i would directly turned on my CD player or cassette once i got in my car.But there was this time when i was on my friend's ride,he turned on Hard Rock FM radio station and at that time their program was called Drive and Jive,hosted by 2 DJs which were Iwet Ramadhan and Rahma Umaya(sorry if i spelled it wrong).That was the first time when i found out that listening to the radio wasn't that bad because they were really cheer me up at that time,you know when people might felt down sometimes like no spirit.I got one thing in common with Iwet Ramadhan which is a denial person,but i am agree with Iwet that sometimes we didn't have to show people how we really felt and especially when u are working and i also agree that i did that just because i wanted people to see me happy always so then they would be happy too and i love doing that.Like why should i bring a sad situation for people around me when they looked so happy n it had to change into emo situation just because of my own problem and their pity face wouldn't help me fix anything too.I chose to solve my problem by myself as long as i could and i rarely showed people the real me or how i felt at that time.
Now Hard Rock FM becoming my favourite radio station when i drive by myself,their topics were usually good to be listen too.I guess that's what i wanted to share and keep your good job guys,Message for Iwet,Iwet you did a good job.Peace out there.

Slumdog Millionaire

Slumdog Millionaire,a movie that just won 8 oscars from Academy Awards.It is a great movie,
go watch it if you have not because you won't regret it.It is based on a story from a book
Q&A(novel) by Vikas Swarup,it tells the story about a poor young waiter who becomes the
biggest quiz-show winner in history in India.Mumbai is where the shooting locate at,and i
finally know what kind of life they have there,no schools, no place to shower,living with
rubbish around the area.Even India has known as a poor country too,but in this movie,you
will see India still has one of the famous historical building in this world and it is
worth to be seen,it calls Taj Mahal,locate at Agra,India.The construction of this marble
masterpiece is credited to the mughal emperor shah Jahan who erected this mausoleum in
the memory of his beloved wife,populary known as Mumtaz Mahal because her last wish to her
husband was "to build a tomb in her memory such as the world had never seen before".

Jamal,as a former street child from Dharavi slums is a contestant on the Indian version
of Who Wants to be a Millionaire.He has made it to the final question but the police
are now accusing him of cheating that he has a vast knowledge as a slum,while he is very
lucky because all the answer are from things that happened in his life even until the final
question.Jamal has a brother,Malik,and how they have such a different kind of thought.Malik
always think that money is everything that finally brought him into gangsters world
while Jamal still have a heart to love and care with others,and how he never forget his
promise to the girl he loves,Latika,no matter where they had took her away,he will always
try to find her back.That is actually his reason to participate in that quiz-show,because
he knows Latika like to watch that show and he hope she will see him on TV.his wish
fulfilled.It is amazing when i see how they are trying to keep alive with any possibility
they have at that time and fight for their life.

In the end,The final question for Jamal is about The Three Musketeers which was his
favourite book from his short period in school.He was laughing eventhough he did not know
the answer but he choosed the right answer and he won the 20 million Rupees.He finally
realized that it is written as in destiny.I believe in destiny too.

I give two tumbs up for the director of this movie for all the great picture and scenes
that have been taken and so do the music.

The Power Of Broken Heart

Mostly...we only know about the power of love that sometimes make you do things you never
do before.It is always been an amazing moment,wonderful and unbelievable and it's even
make us forget who we are actually.How about when the heart has been broken? do we still
have the power? yes we have but in a different way or it is the opposite way to be exact.
Love becomes hate,and the power you have will be a depress power that might guide you
into evil way.Love is scary sometimes as how people will change so fast because of it.
See it from the negative side broken heart might cause someone's dead too as in suicide.
I did not understand about it until i feel it by myself and i am not surprise anymore
if my friend told me that a friend of his went drunk or even having sex with a random
girl and seems like his life was messed up ever since he broke up with his girlfriend.
A friend of mine ended up going to club/bar so often and made himself look like a bad boy,some might got into drugs.
The hurt and pain that we feel for every second the feeling that we cannot explain in
words and the every stabs that make our heart crying and bleeding,it is killing our heart
slowly and leads us to try to do anything just to erase it.
I tried to smoke which i never did before,they said it will help you stop from thinking too
much but the pain is still there.I tried to get drunk but it was just the same like asleep
cause you will only forget while you drunk and you will remember it again when you wake up.
It is even harder to get drunk when you are so sad than when you are just drinking for fun.
I went to karaoke to sing until i feel tired but that's made me even more sick with love
songs.
Those are just some ways for us to escape while we actually knew there is no way to run
from it than to face it.
I finally found the way how to face it than to run from it because i know the pain will
never gone,it may take years or maybe a life time to fully erase it but we can bury it.
Still has the positive side we can get from this broken heart actually,my eyes are opened
to see my world again,all the things that i had forgot for so long,the things that i
usually do,how much time that i have wasted for him until i forgot about my own life.There
was this one day when i was standing beside a road,i finally smile when i looked forward
the road,it might be short or that long way i will have and it is winding but i still
have my every steps to keep going and enjoy what i have around me.I deserve better.
Last words from me as a simple thought of mine like always,what is mine will be mine,what
is not mine will never be mine,Love cannot be force.I hate him when i am thinking with
my brain,but i always forgive and wish him happy no matter who he is being with sincerely
from my heart.Life is too short to do all the things we want to do,so appreciate it.That's the power i got from a broken heart.

Hope

Hope is a spirit and will always be our spirit.
We need a hope to make something seems possible.
But there is always hope for those who never give up.
"Satisfaction lies in the effort; not in the attainment.Full effort is full victory."
I had never been hope so much on something until now,like i will fight for it even though i know i only have a chance like 0.1%.
I am trying to persuade my parents so they will let me go back to college and university.
I know for sure sometimes how hard it is to deal with our parents.
They had already rejected me last year,and this year i am gonna try it again,because i am suppose to be the one who will decided my future and not my parents.
"...life is an adventure,dare it..."
Mother Teresa said, "Do not allow yourself to be disheartened by any failure as long
as you have done your best."
We never lose chances to try again and again or when we are ready.
Same as when i hope to meet someone there i want to meet,even though i know we live
so far away but deep in my heart i know there is still a hope that one day we will meet.
I am still alive because i still have my hope here with me.
It is like a small fire that lives in my heart,as long as it never settled,my hope will always there.

Childhood

Recalling my childhood memories,should be something fun and delightful.
But what if those memories are ones that i don't want to remember.
What if rewinding to those memories will only draw pain.
But it's either sweet or bitter...that's memory.
I cannot remember any sweet moment from my childhood,
the only thing i will never forget is how depressed i was till i want to try
to kill myself and felt like living in this world is such a useless thing.
My mom had being unfair between my brother and i since my primary school.
She still had that habit from her last generation,like from her mom saying that
having a son was a lucky thing for a family and according to them,having a daughter
was useless.
Oneday...when i came back from school,i accidentally heard my mom was talking on phone
with her friend saying that she would prefer to have a son only.
and so do all my mom's sisters and brothers,they all had the same thought.
I got hit by my mom more than my brother,and she was always yell at me,and that made me
felt like she hate me.
We fought alot and sometimes ended up we didn't talk to each other for like weeks
or maybe one month,the longest i can remember.
All that situation made me stay away from my aunties and uncles and i felt kinda
hate them,because all they care was my brother only and always talked bad about me.
So as time goes by,i just spent my time alone mostly.
Only share with my "dear diary" and i did not feel like staying close with my family,
except my dad.
He is the only one that care with me so much and i love him.
Now that i had grown up...i learn something from my past.
never think a kid will not understand anything but the opposite,i will remember it always until forever.
It had been stuck in my head and i could not erase it.
If u have children,i hope u will love them no matter it's a boy or a girl.
What they will be in the future depend on how their parents teach them,and not
because of the gender.

Death by riches

At this era,we all know that we cannot live without money,it is the fact and it's true,but how if your riches cause you death? will u still want that kind of life? i don't think i want.We do need money so we can stay alive,but try to get a job that won't take a risk for your life.
Lately so many criminal happened at my country,peoples got killed and most of them are having jewellery business,a millionaire,so famous in selling gold barrier and diamonds and we all know how rich they are.They keep some in their house,so those were making other peoples envy by looking at it,which is their house maid.sometimes people are too greedy too,why don't they save it at Bank?
The maid might seems don't care at first,but somehow they could get influenced by other peoples around them like a satan/devil that keep whispering you and make you think of doing something bad for your own happiness.So when nobody's at home,their maid call their family to come and help her steal,but then when someone come they just directly killed them.
What a pity isn't it? some peoples said it's fate,but if u can choose,why don't u choose a better one?
According to me,we need to know some mafia or police,and security,that kind of life can run those business,not an ordinary people like that,it's too dangerous.
It's meaningless when u became a millionaire,you got a big house,nice car,but then you lost peoples that you love so much.It's become nothing and you might get stress.So what's the point?
So yeah...i rather choose a simple life,like running some small business,got a car,my own house,i can eat what i want to eat and live happily with my family.That's enough for me =].
what do you think? well hopefully god bless you all always =] c ya next time.....

ps : never trust anyone so much but yourself.

About China

As I remembered,China is a poor country at past,but i have to admit how China become a developed nation now.Their peoples are a hard work peoples and they do love their country,and yeah they got a good government and how their economic keep raising.This year China really make all peoples around the world open their eyes and know about China and feel proud of it and respect.It's the first time for Asia to be pick as Olympic 2008 place,I saw the opening at Beijing,8 august 2008 from my television,how they already prepared those performance,all of those great performance,haha can't even express it with words cause it's so amazing.As you can see from the image,They call it "Bird Nest",what a nice architect isn't it? and so does all the idea they had prepared during the day.I read newspaper this morning,and they discussed about the next country for the next Olympic,is London.Will they make it as great as China did? Let's wait and see.
I oftenly go to one of China big city,GuangZhou.One bad impression about china peoples is their restroom,i don't know about other city,but at GuangZhou city,sometimes it pissed me of,because most of their public restroom always smelly and stinks,that's make me feel so disappointed.It's like peoples who used don't even know how to flushed or keep it clean.What do you think about a Japanese restaurant,but the restroom got poop in the closet while no one flush it or clean it,i almost want to vomit and lost my mood to eat anymore.Like OMG is it that hard?
So do the way they talked to peoples,mostly with no manners,with a loud voice and rude even the girls,and they like to spit everywhere.The police too,they don't know how to respect foreigners,when we just want to ask about road or place,they ignored you and gave you a cruel face and didn't even answer you one word.
I hope they really can fix that and be better at future,or else that's gonna scared peoples away.Anyway that's it for today,thx for reading and have a nice day . =]

Kaskus

hello again....

If you are Indonesian people,you probably heard this words before "kaskus" it's not kakus anyway,haha different meaning.Anyway it's a name of a website,www.kaskus.us.It's Indonesian largest community,It's a cool website anyway,you really have to check it out.They talk about anything inside,some are education,some are funny news,it's really complete,but mostly they criticized about indonesian government yet the country =].
I had read some from this kaskus,they show some picture how beautiful the view of a country at night,like at Moscow,London,L.A,Paris,and others beautiful countries,and come to the last pic it's Indonesia,it's only show a blank page and it's black and they wrote over there "Ooopss sorry haven't pay the Electricity." It's because lately they always turn off electricity alternatively.

Some are a uniq post too,they talked about IT too,like mobile phone,woo woo check it out Nokia Aeon and Nokia 888 communicator,haha i am gonna buy it when it release.Well still got so many subjects,if u have time go check it out =].

That's it for today and have a nice day.Peace